Well,he replied. He first sent an email saying he received mine and would reply shortly. I thought that was very nice. Did I get a huge letter answering all my questions?.............. OF COURSE NOT! lol But, I'm not upset by it, nor did I expect a miracle. I am over the moon that he replied at all.
He mentioned that... well, Ill paste ... This is what he wrote..
I love you more than you will ever know, you and the kids mean everything in the world to me, so when you said you where threw it cut me more than you will ever know as I give all that I am to you. You say once again no sex, well lately everything in our lives revolves around how I do things, so If I screw up its over you do not think this is a big deal??? I hope this is not what things have come down to but it feels this way for me so please understand that just because I am not like the rest of the people you know, does not mean I do not miss and love you guys so much it hurts, and will do all that I can. I know that my email is not as long as yours was and probably forgot a few things you thought were pretty important but please forgive me.
So, it seems he does feel pressured. Ughh, and OOPS! So, I responded telling him that I don't need huge steps here, that all I want is a starting point. I also mentioned that I was sorry if I have over the years pressured him. Then, cause he didn't answer anything I asked, I re-asked them.
