You are too funny. No, i like it this color, its my trademark. I get compliments how I look like Richard Gere. Getting in shape is always on my agenda. i have found this reason and that for not going back, so i put together a new rioutine and it works.
The woman who does my hair, I asked her about it and she said , naw, it wouldn't be you. I keep it short, looks much better I have been told. w liked it long, but with the color I looked more like Jerry Garcia than Richard Gere. I have thought about it, but it isn't me. People who know me know I am not into that. I like the gym, I am hitting it very hard.
Just bitched out D17 on the texting thingy. she never called me like she is supposed to. She apologized. I told her i miss hearing from you when you are not here. You are my peanut you know. she came back and said she was sorry, she is fine. Loves me will call me when she needs a ride. Asked me what I did last night. I was gonna go to a dance instead I cleaned. she was mad I stayed home. Cute, real cute....
D17 feels real bad. she asked iof she could stay aty her friends tonite. No school tomorrow some kinda holiday. anyway she said I'll call yuou to say good night and tell you about my weekend.
Church was hard for me again today. don't know why really. Prayed for D17 like I said. My self valuation last night didn't help me much. I asked again for her to come home. Brought tears to my eyes and made me squeeze my hands so hard I think I broke a blood vessel, LOL. All I got was a image in my mind of my walk, so I guess we'll walk some more. I was fine when I left tho, made me feel good leaving, like i am getting more and more comfort from my belief and my Faith in both Him and me. Mass was good, don't really remember a lot, again..Mostly it was about Jesus disciples and their names and the question of "what do you want?". Very perplexing question when you think about it, not that easy to answer. Took me all day, but my response is, My quality of life to improve.
MIL called me and she was sober, thank the Lord for that. she is so nice. and like I said one of my best friends. I told her her room is all set, I will cook Saturdaty morning so there will be plenty of food for Satruday afternoon , saturday night and Sunday dinner I'll cook a ham. I am actually a very good cook, once again, the Irish in me. I'll take a bow now.
she never mentioned wifey. I found it odd, but comforting. she never asked about her staying over, I assumed it. I still will. Should I pull out the sleep sofa for her or tell her she can sleep with me, we're still married? LOLOLOL.....
I cracked myself up with that thought today. Today was good forme. I do like realxing I find. My job has a lot of tension, strwesss and morons....So when I can take a break from that and my personal life dramas, I jump on the opportunity. Let's me be with Him, one on one. get to talk out loud and no one thinks I'm nutz...The walk conitues. I don't think the path going downward for a bit menas anything. I tinks its just with the landscape of where I see myself. Still o trees, thank God, no more thorns. Just grass and rocks mostly. The path is clear, not paved, but well packed. There is only one, so I gues that means there is on;y one path that leads to me. No fork inthe roads, so wherevever I am heading is where I wanna be.
I'm gonna ask D29, D21 and D17 bout the hair coloring. I look youngetr than my age already. I have very thick hair, strong, good skin and no age lines. With all i have been thru the past 4.5 years i should look like a troll...LOL...I'll keep you posted about the hair color.
