Little journaling here:

H got home last night. He seemed really cranky. I asked him how his trip was and if he learned anything. I got an itinerary of the extracurriculars. Interesting since he went for a seminar. I just told him, "that sounds fun". Absolutely nothing else...nothing else.

I asked him if he wanted to go to the gym with me this morning and he did come with.

He got me a souvenir at the airport, but left it on the plane.

He pretty much disappeared to the basement when we got back home. Haven't really seen him since.

I guess its pretty normal for where I'm at, but I sometime feel a little ticked off by all of this. I'm getting really tired of being taken for granted. In this R, I still get all of the responsibilities that go with it. I still cook, clean, do laundry, take out trash. Figure out how to pay bills, pay of debts, and save for college. And I still have to deal with live-in mother-in-law. But I don't get the good H. I get the cranky H. The "special friend" gets the good H. She gets to travel with him and do fun stuff.

Enough pity party...moving on.

Still haven't put my ring back on.

Looking forward to what the astrological, planetary movements will bring this week.


Married - 19 years
Noticed Problem - Aug 2008
THE Conversation - Oct 2008

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.