I feel like I am getting on your case and I don't want to be that way, but I noticed you were saying to 25yrsmlc that you don't contact your exBF hardly at all. That may well be the case, but you don't half examine in microscopic detail emails that he does send you and stuff you hear about him from other people. Surely you can see that this is not healthy for you?
We even get to hear when you hit the send button to early on an email to him and you deliberate about when is the best time to reply etc. If this was a normal friendship would you be like this?
Can't you see there is something not quite healthy here?
On top of this you have mentioned your biological clock in the past. Girl - you need to seriously move on for your own sakes.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength