Partner left after 9 years - eclipses coming up!

[AliSuddenly]

Ahh, nothing to report since...he's confused now. Here was my last post...

"I joined the gym today too, it was a one off fee of only £99 for all day, until the end of September!! Bargain! I think I am becoming addicted to exercise, apart from today and sailing yeserday, I've got Tang Soo Do tommorow and yoga and kayaking this week.. this is a thousand and eighty for me, neverlone a 180!

I've got an overwhelming urge to say 'goodbye' to my ex. To have THAT conversation, to wish him well and stop waiting. It hurts too much, I feel waves of sadness whenever I remember what it was like to have him in my life and how much I miss him, for his personality, his hugs, the way he made me feel, so loved and cherished and secure. How can we just leave it there, without saying goodbye after all those years?"

Hmm...not sure how I would go about that! I'm not quite 'there', but theres got to be a goodbye to the romantic R at some point, before we can be friends? Or am I expecting too much? (as usual!). Anyone think its wierd he's never mentioned our property after 14 months apart? Probs not, bet he doesnt even think about it. Also, 9 years of photos...doesnt he want copies, or do men not think that way??

I emailed him back on Thursday, offering him a copy of the album and telling him I was going sailing on the weekend. I wonder if he will reply this week? So.. Tang Soo Do is tommorows GAL!

Al x