I don't mean you don't want to have a long-lasting R, I would like one at some point, just kind of focusing on the friendship part more than looking for romance or whatever. Kind of I'm thinking taking baby steps or dipping my toe in, not as scary as just focusing on trying to find an H or long-term R. It would take me a while I think to be ready for that anyway. Maybe that wouldn't be a great place for me if my attitude would throw people off or whatever. It's not that I don't want a long-term R, just not ready for one and want to work up to that. I do think I'm a long-term type person at heart though. I know you are too!!! Karen
