Well, I have to admit that this past week has been really tough emotionally. I am missing my family so much and just been feeling lonely. At work I have been having a hard time concentrating. I have been spending time with friends for support and exercising, but I just feel an incomplete right now. I haven't been crying, but I do feel sad.
Yesterday I had to go to work and my wife text me saying that I should be with our daughter instead. I text her back and told her that I wish I was, but that I had a lot to make up at work. I felt like she was disappointed in me. The night before I had taken our daughter to the ER as she had a really high fever, but luckily it was just an ear infection. She is doing better now.
Right now, I just need to focus on making myself better. I cannot control how she feels. Like someone once said, DBing is more about saving yourself than saving your marriage (while I do want both to be saved).
