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[theotherhalf]

Can I join here? Lord knows, and anyone that's followed my sitch, that I need ALL the help I can get.

I have had NC with my H for 2 weeks Monday. That is the last time I've talked to him (I called) about us. It was a 53min call. For nothing. Again. Since that time I have only called him 1 or 2 times and it was only for finance stuff short and to the point then ended the call.

He has called me a couple of times just about farm stuff, I've not answered, let him leave a VM and I didn't call him back. I have texted him a couple times but saved them, thought about them, then didn't send.

I don't know that I feel like I've gone NC, at least not intentionally, I've just more like accepted what is, he went NC long time ago. I just wouldn't agree.

This is a tough row to hoe. Not what I wanted my life to be. But it is what is. Now to accept and move on.