I'm sorry how you feel. You just have to stop focusing on the negatives, they will only bring you further down. Yes your kids have/will suffer, but we all suffer, and suffering can make us stronger. I am a child of divorce, and although I would have liked my parents to have stayed together, but I have gotten thru my life and I'm very proud where I am, and I do have a good R with my dad.

Your kids will be okay, as long as you learn from this and don't let this sitch drag you under.

Focus on your faith, your love for yourself, your love for your kids, Galing, all that. focus on the positives.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."