Ok, so it's not about being right. If that's what it was about, I would have been gone long ago. I know that I was wrong in our R, too. I didn't listen to my H, I probably was controlling, and I didn't love my H like he needed me to. (physically and emotionally)
It's about being respected. I just don't know how I can get over the disrespect. If he had left on his own and was sorting things out on his own, fine. I understand. But he is disrespecting me and our marriage, carrying on with her. Which is something that he said he would not do to me. He told me he needed to clear his head, not confuse it more with her.
So he lied about that and he is continuing to lie to me about her.
I know he is messed up right now and I am supposed to be there for him. But it's just hard....
My question for myself is - do I want to be respected more than I want to be married to this man??
I don't know the answer yet but its leaning towards the respected side.....
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