Yes, miracles do happen but stbx is in such a hole that it would take a monumental miracle for him to climb out of it, and he just doesnt have the spine to admit he's in a hole and only God can help him, it truly is a shame how the good man he once was is gone. I dont' wish him ill, but I won't hold any hope anymore not are waiting for miracles, I did that for so long that if it happens good, if it doesn't I'll be far along my new road of healing that it won't matter if it never did.
Cat, that is exactly how I'm feeling too. I pray for H every night still, but do that for him and my kids' sake, not for the M anymore. I think it's better to go on with your life, and sometimes I'm thinking that we will prob. be better off in many ways (than our WAS). Karen
