hey sc, I know I did db to a certain extent but I didnt do enough of the GALing as I should when he was here and I didnt really do any 180's. I was too afraid of pushing him out the door to do anything drastic.
I did change my hair color and cut and changed how I dressed. I lost some weight but still need to lose a lot more. I havent been GAL as much since son has become so depressed. I have been staying closer to home.
I also dont have much in the way of money since h has ruined us financially. I have a neuromuscular disease so certain things are difficult.
I am not in the alt universe because h and ow are. THanks for checking in.
Having a tough time today. Havent heard from h in almost 5 days.
