BM thanks for that. You are right I need to just focus on me and the kids. I think my h has such a part in my life, because he is here typically 5-6 days a week. It's hard not to focus on them when he is here that much.
I get down too, because I really want more for my life. Who wouldn't. I feel like my h is a boyfriend not a h.
Boyfriends you date and have fun with and then they leave and live elsewhere.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"