Spending a lot of time thinking over a lot of things. I want my life to change. I want everything to change. So, to do that I have to change. Ok.
W called this afternoon and asked if she could come by on Saturday or Sunday and try to print her brochures. I said that would be great, come any time.
Then she said she should probably take her computer. I said 'ok'.
I was pleasant. Not because I want her to like me, but because _I_ want to like me.
Whatever will happen is not up to me. I just don't want to be hurt or angry any more.
