To the Max!!!!

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It's time. I have to tackle the financial talk. I have to take my head out of the sand about H's debt.
Maybe that's the final stumbling block for us. We'll either stumble back together or stumble onto our separate paths.

I don't intend to have come this far and let H take me down in financial ruin.
That's the little nagging doubt I have that keeps me from trusting anything or from counting 'baby steps'.
If I am allowed an expectation I think this could the 'white elephant' we are still ignoring, the guilt that keeps H away.
Or, he is just a WAS with a lot of debt that doesn't want anything to do with his LBS.
There are pieces that I just can't fit together.

The problem is H won't talk about the debt he has run up nor will he admit it.

The other problem is I wonder if I am gracious enough to deal with this without blowing my lid. I'd be fine now, if H would actually talk and we can make a financial plan but I am pretty certain that somewhere down the road I would come apart at him for putting him/us/me in this pickle.

I KNOW that WE can do this if H will just give US a chance. What really ticks me off is that I doubt he will.

Stubborn vs stubborn.