I know the feeling. Keep praying. Only God can fix this. I try to interfere to much also and it always makes things worse. You would think I would learn. Unfortunately, no amount of DB can fix mine as my W is an all together different animal and always has been. There are times when I just want to find someone else because I have no faith she will ever return and I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. But I know I can't. I took a vow for life. Stay strong. And like I am always told, it will get better no matter what happens. Hard to swallow when you are in the middle of it. I'm right there with you. Hard to see, the future is. Little excerpt from Master Yoda.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...