in a galaxy far, far away...

[glamgirl]

BM checking in on you. Sorry this is so tough. Once he is gone it really doesn't get much easier. I think I cried for over a year. Crying still creeps in now and then.

This is so very difficult. You want this M, but you are with someone that doesn't want the M right now. What can you do?

You CAN only take care of you right now BM. That's it! You come first. I am sure guilt keeps your h waffling. He is conflicted.

He knows what he is doing is not right, but he doesn't want to stay and work on the M. Conflicted!

Take care of you and your son. That is what is important right now.