My H just left after getting my babies for the weekend... I don't know how I'm going to do this, possibly forever, I cry everytime they leave... this isn't right and my H honestly thinks he has done nothing wrong... he made a comment tonight that he hasn't done anything to our girls... I just laughed and said "wow you really are in denial - your funny" what a joke...
I don't even want someone like this back in my life... honestly, depression or not talking, for someone to be so oblivious to what he has done is crazy.... he would probably come back and it would be just as easy to do it again down the road....
I just want to stop caring, I want to stop hurting over my girls, and I want to feel in my heart that we are done... just like he has.. I want to be numb and not feel the pain but I don't know how ... when it comes to my kids I honestly don't know how it will ever get better passing them off every other weekend... not what I wanted for me or them....
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
