Detachment, Pop-Tarts, and Hope

[sandycay]

TIT.. It's funny how you get to that point where you know it's better not to say anything. During one of my H's and I conversation I was telling him " I'll be here until my heart goes somewhere else", and he replied, "that's what happened to me". OUCH that one hurt and I I learned real quick from that lesson to stop opening my mouth about anything to do with her, our relationship, or how crappy the kids where doing.

It's a strange thing how little things like that will make you see red. My red moment was when I found out she went on our boat while she was in town one time.....Good thing i found out later because I might have pulled the plug...it's the only thing she contaminated that I kept besides H. lol