Two WAS's- is it really meant to be or walk away?

[Loving_Life]

So, less thoughts about my M or D the last few days. More thoughts about getting a job. (I'm staying w. family while I look for a new job in my new city). Trying to have continuous faith about landing a new job when rejections keep coming in. Lots of competition. This is honestly a challenging time- but maybe thinking that doesn't help. I know it's all about the power of positive thinking. Apparently, I need to have god-like confidence to be able to do this. Maybe that is the lesson life is teaching me right now. How to have extraordinary PMA.