I am not just sitting here waiting for him to move. I arranged MC, spilled my guts out, cried, opened up, had him in MY home, messing with my peace, changing my attitude towards him being tired, bending regarding work and time together, inviting him over for lunch, dinners etc, telling at the door "why are you leaving now,stay with me, talk to me, watch a movie with me", offered him drinks, thanked him and many more things...

You are talking about piecing. This is where you get it wrong Cory, we are not piecing. We just co-exist. When you piece, it's hard but YOU DO have some moments of "reward", some connection, a progress of somekind. Here, nothing...

BTW, MC: he hasnt asked why we are not going, what's happenning,nothing... I drop the issue, he drops it.


Me&H:42
S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009