At this moment in time I think I would be OK no matter what happens. After my little breakdown on Wednesday night, I kind of had a break through and I think I moved another month down the road of detachment.

I've been reading a book called BROKEN OPEN by Elizabeth Lesser where she talks about listening to God/spirit/soul to follow our life path and that sometimes the crisis point reveals what we're supposed to do if we pay attention.

I've been focusing on paying attention and not trying to get back what I had. As I mentioned to Mach, given my new attitude, I'm trying to figure out how my H might fit into my journey and not so much how I might try to get back into his life.

God has a plan.


Married - 19 years
Noticed Problem - Aug 2008
THE Conversation - Oct 2008

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.