WAW taking a step home?

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DQ - Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a thoughtful response! I wish I had more to contribute to your thread! :-(


I fully understand what you are saying....

I am a a good man, but not a perfect man. I am Dr.Jeckyl and Mr.Hyde. On one hand, I can be exceptionally gentle and sweet and generous and loving - the perfect husband. On the other side, I can be exceptionally cold, cruel, mean. And while I am not physical, I can admit and accept the fact I had been verbal/emotionally abusive.

But I am also a pillar of strength, and while this oddessy gave me some serious cracks - I still remain strong. I never allowed myself to whoremonger, to drink, drug, or vent my frustrations at the world. I sucked it up, looked in the mirror, and did the best I could in a manner I could be proud of, in a manner that sets an example for my son.

She knows what time it is. She knows she has a long way to go to re earn my trust. She is thankful I am willing to honor my vows 'for better or worse' but realizes she has do to some heavy lifting.

Yes, I love her. But that doesnt mean I will just lay down the carpet and let her walk as she pleases.

I know who and what I am. And that is one hell of a catch in every sense possible. Yes, I am not perfect, but my good out weighs my bad by a landslide. I know there are many more women that would be interested in me than vice versa. I know that I can take my pick of the finest the meat market has to offer.

Make no doubt, I am a VERY confident person. Borderline cocky. But I do have a tender side to me....I am only human!

:-)

Thanks again for your post, it was very insightful as to what may have caused my wife to return. And yes, initially I was so shell shocked I was not myself. But I found myself again

...and here she comes running back.

It wont be so easy for her this time.

But I am not going to nit pick. The love of my life wants to try again and I am THRILLED!!