Maybe I should be in piecing part 5?

[Hope4us]

Hey everyone. Just a little update.

Since I got home from my business trip Wed night, W has been a little distant. Don't get me wrong, she's talking with me etc, but maybe distant is the wrong word. Maybe distracted is better.

Anyway, I know she's been really busy at work. And she's been sharing how her day's are going and all the chit she's working on and I validate, validate, validate. So good, right?

But again, I just feel myself slipping more and more. I find myself thinking about life without her. I understand she's got her own demons to deal with and I should be sympathetic, but I just find myself not caring too much.

Like just a few minutes ago. I IM'd W about S16's car insurance. He passed his drivers test yesterday. Oh MY! It's all over now! But her IM replys were very short. Like she didn't even want to be talking. Again, I know she's busy, but would it take too much to spend 2 minutes sharing anything with me?

These are the types of days that just reinforce to me that it won't be long and I'll be the walk away. And it's sad. But I've really detached to the point where I don't care.

Don't know how things will work out. Over the last couple months I HAVE seen a lot of progress from her. And maybe I'm selfish, but I just don't know if I have it in me to give her the time she needs.

Ok, just kind of venting. But everyday I just care less and less whether we make it or not.

Hope everyone has a good weekend.