Thanks Julia, well, yeah, he's probably not happy, he never has been or maybe he's getting there.
Hey Trixi, I'd struggle to find 3 eligible men here, neverlone that are willing to be in a revolving door dating program with me, lol!! I usually know which one is right, its an unmistakeable falling head over heels thing for me! Annoying cos you bypass those little details like, are they trustworthy/compatible!?
Yeah know the pattern well now. Its hit me hard this time, seeing as he was so chatty, especially after hearing those comments from friends. Its a killer. Both his BMF that relayed that stuff were certain thats how he feels.. but we're barely in contact. I'm struggling with the fact that I have had enough bf's to know I have lost a good man. I havent met anyone in 18 years that compares to him (xbf's included).
This has been the most horrible period of my life. I'm not ready to date, I wish I was, but I couldnt take rejection, getting interested in someone and running the risk of them not wanting to see me again.
