Hi PM, thanks for stopping by. Yes, yesterday was the pits for me. Today I feel better and actually slept more than 4 hours at one time (I keep waking up).

I have been successful in detaching this past week or so. I have too much resentment right now to even want to talk to him. I keep expecting him to be my husband and he is not...he is just some alien pod that is walking around.

I am glad it is Friday. The weekdays are too long and stressful.

I like what your friend said about the only thing being final is death. I hate that H has served me but I know in the long run I will do ok -- not sure about him.

Trying to work on peace and serenity. Take care and God bless.

Me 53
H 50
D16, D29
M 22 years
bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H
8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also
bomb II - H moves 10/1
expose ow 10/22
D to be final 9-09