Yeah I understand........I am so pissed at my sister right now because she is one of my wife's party girls. They post pictures on myspace of each other say crap like sisterly love or my sister. I can't take that crap. I am about ready to blow up at my sister. I am almost as made at her as I am my wife. She can spend her day with my son and her nights with my sister wtf? I am scared by all the money she is blowing. I know she probably has gotten at least 5 credit cards since she moved out. She has bad credit so they probably don't have huge max amts. on them but it can add up fast. So you said you where you where ready to move on. I feel that way sometimes and sometimes think about being with other women. We are human right! Sometimes I have sent her text and act like a have a woman to piss her off even thought I am not really looking. She couldn't take it if she saw me with another woman. I am almost ready to pay an escort to take me out to her party spot.......lol.