Thank you both again. You know, h said he is going to be gone in two weeks. He wanted to do it slowly for son. I might just see if that happens.
I want to be sure my actions are not done out of anger or stubborness or retaliation, but that they are what is best for me and my son.
My h called today, regarding the medical info. I made it short and to the point.
I feel, at the very least, that I need to do something different than I have been for 18 months. And I think going dim is going to be it.
And getting things ready for when I go to the lawyer to file. That will be the hardest thing for me. It goes against everything I believe in. I know that once I file, h will follow through with divorce. In fact, I think he is hoping I will.
Once again, he is waiting for me to do all the dirty work. So he can justify it all in his little, teeny, tiny head. (oops, that was my outside voice). My bad.
