I am DB'ng for me, not us. There can be no us without communication as a minimum. Rage is a survivalist attitude. trust me . I had to depend on it when I was younger to do what was needed and get by on just me. I am quite sure He was there with me the whole ride. No I am with God where I am right now. This decision came to me last night as I slept. that I must do something to force me forward and stop turning around. Please worry about me, not the people around me, that is my job and they are well protected by me and Him. The place I am now requires this attitude, for a time. Not forever, but for a time. You will see by furture posts. God has given me this message, I will do as I am instructed. He sees it as something I must do.