Lwb-Thanks, it was difficult, but Since I was away in VT, i didn't have a choice, I guess that was a good thing.
Nc- thanks, I don't know a lot of people who have taken it, so im glad to know it worked for you. I am going to try it.
Sara- Again, thanks, I actually have been taking advil pm on and off, but Im not supposed to take it a lot. so that leaves me with either get a prescription or trying the melatonin. I don't want to take another presc. drug again.
Saffie- Im glad you stopped by, missed you. I can't imagine being on them for longer than I was and having to come off of them. My mom has been on it for 5 or 6 YEARS, she was pretty upset to know that she would have to be weened off of them if she ever had to stop. She takes it for anxiety too, so I don't think she will be stopping anytime soon. But I think dr.s need to be much more informative when prescribing a new medication, especially knowing to stop abruptly with this drug you can really go into a tail spin.
Things are quiet. Thank the lord. Snowing this morning, so S6 has a two hour delay. S3 has his first hair cut today. I've been cutting up til now (poor thing) his hair is so straight its hard for me to do it. Should be interesting.
H was suppposed to call me back last night and never did. Its strange normally I would really get upset and worry about it. Like "what is he doing".. but its strange, Im not worried, frankly, I don't care. Maybe its because ive become more and more detached. I don' want it to come to that utlimately, but I can't control it. I think its a way to protect my heart, yet of course I would be hurt if something were to happen, but I think I would handle it differently. That would most likely be it for me.
Anyways, im just rambling.. The kids miss H, I do to, to an extent, I don't miss the craziness of the household when he's here, or the snide remarks etc.
Im just so used to alone I guess I don't know.
Took an advil pm again last night, didn't sleep great, but got some sleep. Going to go to the health food store and get melatonin today.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
