Dianes Roller Coaster Ride continued... lol

[Cinco]

Hey J,

You will just have to read my thread's for my whole story. Being a HD H in a M to a LD W has turned me into someone that I am not. I did listen to, support her, communicate feelings, etc. when we had a normal SL together. When the sex gets pulled out from under an HD it turns your whole world upside down. Going for a year without sex would end many marriages. Indeed it almost did end ours several years ago.

I don't want to live a lie any longer and that is what this feels like. A part of our R is missing and it causes me to act in ways I never imagined. Unless you are HD and have experienced it, you have no idea how it messes with your head.

Read LL BTW, performing Acts of Service (her LL). For a LD makes no difference where sex in concerned. She feels more loved, doesn't crank up her desire though. I have tried so hard to give without expectations. The beast in me can lay dormant for only so long. I don't know what else to do any more.

Must get to sleep now.

~5