"I can't imagine the pain you are going through"

Now.. I know this is a weird question.. but is it painful?

Just yes or no. Don't expand on that.

"I was a complete nervous wreck and couldn't be me at all."

To me.. I think this fits the situation some. Maybe not "nervous wreck".. but something close.

"You are so strong K and your honesty impresses me so much."

I feel the same way. What is it I usually say.. I remember.

Never underestimate.. the power of you.

There is something in knowing who you are.. and who you want to be.

Walk that line. Just.. be you and F.... all this other crap. He has seen it and responded to it.

Is he laying in a ball.. moaning "Carry me"?

Or is he really tired.. and needs to be carried?

You can always tell the difference.

It's that "moment" when you can tell if its fake.. or if it's real... that you decide what to do.

SUN-SHINE. Where is it?

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.