thank you so much for believing in me itsy. I do however understand everyones' 2x4's and doubts in me. I've proven them right so many times. I AM working every moment of every day and I will get to where I need to be.
I believe in you, even though I don't think you have faith in any of my advice, probably thinking "She is divorced, what does she know?" I don't blame you.
I just worry that your true feelings of detachment (which will save you in the end) are never going to catch up, because your actions go back and forth all the time.
