Things aren't going so well right now with my W. I just read and gave her a "love letter" (exercise in M/V for communicating difficult feelings to your spouse) today. I may post the letter over on my thread. Her reaction was very lukewarm and almost predictable. Instead of evoking emotion and feeling for me, it was just more proof that she has closed herself off from me.
I have written on my thread that I am starting to let go of my feelings for her. It's the only way to protect my own feelings and ultimately the only way to move on since she choses not to join me... if it comes to that.
I keep praying that she will find the part of herself that wants me. I'm not sure that it will ever happen now.
