Man oh man, I went downhill on Sunday afternoon. Was out of work (and out of a voice!) until today. Back in the game!! The girls were fabulous. Even my D7, who is usually annoyed by any inconvenience (like Mommy being sick, ha!) was very compassionate.
xH stopped by both days to help me. Its a bit crowded when he is there, but we managed. He has been calling me every night and we end up talking a bit (surface stuff, like usual).
Then, today, he turned. Very bad mood and rude to me. I called him on it later and he acknowledged it, mumbled an apology, and we moved on. Who knows why. He is having a loan issue on a house he wants, so I am sure that's it. Or maybe he isn't comfortable being friends with me, maybe he is worried I think more, etc. I don't think more, but don't tell him that. Don't tell him anything actually.
Blah blah blah.
nocode, It *was* easy to vent to him and not at him. I am very detached when it comes to him these days. But remember, I am not dealing with the daily sting of him being with the original OW. Its easy for me to detach from his 'new' life completely and just accept him for who he is when he is around me...my friend and Daddy. Make sense?
