Went to a job fair this am one town over. It was right in the middle of 2 colleges, so most of the people attending were college students in their brand-new business suits. I did fine, though, and just up-front told everyone there that I was a sahm returning to the work force. I actually enjoy schmoozing and stuff like that so it was ok.

I had a bad DB day today. I had a weak moment or moment of insanity or something. I had deleted the email I was NOT going to send and basically rewrote it today. I just said in it that it sounds like he's concerned I'm not keeping him informed and I will keep trying to do my best. I told him I tell him every time there's new info re: the kids and would appreciate him doing the same. Said an idea I thought of is that he might want to call D9's C and get updates on her every month as I do and gave him her #. OK, this is where it gets bad: I also told him I agreed with him that our M was dysfunctional. That I could only speak for myself, but I was depressed and immature and have really worked on that this past year. That I think whether married or single it's good to work on your weak areas. That was basically it. I know, I know, I keep picking up that darn rope!!! Karen

Me 53
D18, S24