I have found that the whole "interest" thing really does happen when we pull away. Case in point, I ignored two of H's phone calls on Monday and he called me four times that afternoon.
You sound great, and Mach is right (for a newbie, he is smart... ). You will have up days and down days. Just remember none of this has anything to do with you. Its his brain that is messed up. I have found that if you try to figure it out, you will drive yourself batsh!t.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
). You will have up days and down days. Just remember none of this has anything to do with you. Its his brain that is messed up. I have found that if you try to figure it out, you will drive yourself batsh!t.
