Hey S, I am not going to lie, it is really pi**ing me off today. He left this m orning to go stay at the mother's house. Dont know when he is coming back, I didnt ask.

But I did just call him. We have new medical coverage (through his job) and I asked him how to find out about therapists for son. He didnt give me the new information yet. I just found something else my son wrote on myspace and it is really concerning me.

I was annoyed and upset and he could tell. I just asked for the info and said good bye. I was afraid to stay on the phone with him because what I really wanted to say was, "grow the hell up,
pick which life you want and then do it."

You know, life is too short for me to be playing freakin' games with him and I am too old for it.

Ok, I feel a little better after venting.

But really, he needs to wake up and fly right!