My other D emailed and asked if I was upset with D17. She had text her sister and said she tninks I am mad at her. I said I am not mad, and I told her I couldn't talk about it. I didn't want to betray her confidence.
She emailed me back and said I was upset about the Alpha school program and I told her that is part of it and the rest is what she had to say. she said all she told her was about family therapy and she says she won't go. I told her that D17 said some things regarding me that I won't repeat. I asked her not to say anything.
D21 is very close to D17 and she is moving back home with us. Which will be good. D21 emailed that D17 is very upset thinking I am mad at her. And thinking I am disappointed in her.
My friend the lawyer emailed me and asked me to think really hard about a seperation and divorce. He said I know you don't want either of these and once we start, we can't go back, so think it over and call me Monday.
I'm so upset I'm shaking. I don't know whats up, His voice is telling me to not stop walking, you will deal with your daughter as you have and continue your walk. this is all part of it. I believe Him, and I am a little less hurt knowing He at least talked to me.
I have to handle this in stride, thisis who I am now. I cannot retreat from the arrows. I guess if I did I would be in the same boat. I have to show my D17 the clear road home as well.
