Well the meeting with D17's guidance counselor was real bad. she wants to drop outof school, when we started to get into her issues, she brought up that "Mom isn't the bitch everyone else makes her out to be, she made a mistake, so what get over it." Apparently D17 has chosen her side. I asked her why she nevers talks to me anymore, I thought things were good, she says she talks to her mother and thats enough.

She says she gets harrassed in school about stuff and can't deal with all of it, refuses to talk to anyoneand I believe as does the guidance counselor that she is suffering from onset depression. I said you live wirth me and I am your legal guardian becaus eof that and her reply was, mom stilllegally lives there, you cna't control my life.

I am absolutely devastated by this. I have no wrods. She actually said you put us in the mioddle of this in the summer. to which I told her I had apologize and haven't done that.

She also said I have heard you say things like why doens't her f'ng boyfrined pay for this and that. Why doesn't she just call her f'ng boyfriend. That was earlier on, I make sure anything I say in that regard is in closed doors and to only one person other than this site. She is definitely rehashing stuff that is coming back to the surface.

But I am destroyed, I thought we had a great relationship, but apparently all this time with her mother has ended that. She was so cold to me in this meeting, I even asked her, diod I do something wrong to you, do you not want to live with me? the looka nd attitude I got from her was the same one her mother gave me when she told me it was over.

Not to analyze this, but ecause she is having problems with people in school and other emotional issues, she is walking away, just like her mother did. So now I wonder, if she is seeing what her mother did and feels, rather than stay and fight, I can just back it up and leave.

I am absolutely destroeyd. I have hit rock bottom again...The guidance counselor is going to callW, becaue D17 says her mother says its ok with her.

This I believe may now be my point of no return, I have to really think it out for a few days, but this could really be it.