(((JULIA))) thank you for your thoughts, sweet friend!! It is extremely unlikely that he would come and visit me here in Atlanta unless he had already decided he was interested in romance/reconciliation. It's easy for me to "happen to be in NYC" because I have friends there to see and to stay with, and it's equidistant from where I used to live and still visit (Boston) and where my family lives (Virginia) so I can always pop in on the way from one to the other. But he doesn't have any excuse to come to Atlanta unless he came here to do some sort of concert...??

My days in Atlanta are numbered though. Now that I've graduated I am probably going to stay here only through May at the max. Part of the reason I met with the cello teacher in NYC (that turned into a disaster) was because I was interested in moving to NYC to study with him... or even living at my parents' and traveling to NYC a couple times a month for a lesson. But after the disastrous meeting, those two possibilities have been eliminated, so if I wanted to be in NYC I would have to come up with some other legitimate reason.

Right now I am seriously thinking about moving back to Boston so I could be working with my old tutoring clients (and supporting myself) and studying with an awesome teacher there (maybe doing another program). Basically coming to the realization that how I've been living for the past 2 1/2 years has been really unbalanced, and I need to bring balance back into my life. But I am thinking so hard about it my head feels like it is going to explode!!!!! One of my friends tried to tell me to take a month off from even thinking about what I am doing next, and let my subconscious do the work.

(((ALI)))) I am SO excited you are doing yoga!!!!!!!! Do not worry if your body is sore... that is normal.... even if you are sore everywhere. \:\) The more you do it, the less that will happen. The only way you could hurt yourself is if you did something with bad alignment, and your teacher should be on the lookout for that. I would be so excited to do yoga with you in cornwall!!