You're worrying about something that may not happen. How smart is that? How much time you are wasting on something that may, or may not happen.
Bet it affects your outlook, bet it makes you melancholy, bet she notices that. And unless you're into the Goth or Emo scene no woman is going to find that attractive.
Living in dread isn't much living at all. That is not you is it? A timid mouse?
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK