Being content for now.

[kissak]

Hello everyone...just an update. My cold is finally on its way out of my system...! Yay! I feel so much better.

Its cold here today, but not as cold as in someplaces, but still ice on the roads.

My H asked me last night again if I missed him, cuz he misses me. THings are going slow with us right now. I still havent given him an answer about if I want to do this again or not. He had a down day on Monday, so I didnt talk to him too much. I hate it when he is that way. He told me he doesnt want to talk to me too much when he is down because he may say something he may later regret.....so, I leave him alone.

Im wondering if maybe we should go to counseling together. Im not sure what to do about this. If I do decide to let him come back into this marriage, Im not sure how to go about doing it. I have just been keeping things like normal so far. I did feed him supper last night, or actually he asked.

Im not too stressed out about it. But not sure what I need to do, if things preceed the way they are going. Im worried about trusting him again, not so much about cheating on me as in him just deciding to leave again. Although he did say I would always be worried about that even if things were going great! But in my opinion, that is something I shouldnt have to really worry about. I dont know.