Don't know what to do- Please help

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Hello All,

I thought I would check in, I don't post much anymore for fear H will read, I don't want to hurt or upset him.
Things have settled again, and seem to be going ok, as far as I know no further contact with ow.
I still worry though, the night seems to be when it comes to me these days...nightmares, and my brian refusing to shut off when I want to sleep.
I still feel that there is something else waiting around the corner, but I am learning to live with this feeling.

I try and post to others from time to time, but am not so good at that, but am trying!
I read alot trying to get direction from what others have written and it does help!