Hey Dawn, thanks for your blessings! You sound much better yourself and I am so glad. I really enjoyed it and thanks for the description! I might sign up for a 2nd class a week, it was that good! The website says they do - asana, pranayama and dhyana, which is just general yoga I guess??
So I woke up thinking about him as usual, my first thought on waking was.. his email is more of the same. Its good that he emailed me, but nothing significant in it, although the tone was a bit warmer/sweeter than before. Its not bad and at least he still wants me in his life. I cant work out if he is trying to be my friend, or still fence sitting. The comments he made to the friends H in Tenerife and to BMF here would indicate he IS still somewhat conflicted, but I would say the conflict percentage is low, else he would make a little more effort to keep me interested. Maybe it doesnt work that way. I am sure morally he berates himself for any contact with me, seeing as he has a gf, plus he is very anxious about upsetting me.
I drafted a chatty, witty reply back, but not sent it yet. I found a great link to a trailer for a new indie British film, starring those peeps from Gavin and Stacey, so he will be impressed with that, as I know he wont have heard of it, as I hadnt! More little hooks that I am the more well rounded, interesting individual. Although, SHE is not my enemy as such, its his "I just need to cut loose", as he told me last May and as he said then "I dont even know what that means". He needs to get through and past that and get to adulthood!!
So question is.. when to send the email. And I wonder whether he is still going for that talk with BMF tommorow. Hmm. No doubt I will find out from Cher soon enough!
