Honestly if my H did come back around (a miracle sent from God)it would be very hard to fully trust him again. There would always that fear that he would repeat this again. I would never want to subject my children to this type of behavior.
I cannot do anything. But he just pulls on my heart so much b/c I know he is struggling. I believe he may go through his whole life unhappy and confused. It's very hard to see people you love hurt themselves and people around them. Very hard... But I know there is nothing I could do or say to help or change his mind. He has to do it himself. Sigh...
I'd ask if anyone has a 2x4 but I'm thinking none of us would be here if we did :-)
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09
