I have a hunch that my previous thread will lock up before I awake in the morning so I will start a new one with my last posting about Tuesday evening:

Thanks, all, for your posts, prayers, advice, encouragement.

H just left. I was really low key, did my own thing which was in the house doing different things. I did not go outside. Then he came in and watched tv with me and of course, he sat in his recliner chair.

S18 and his friend were out front and I went out there and H was leaving. He said he was coming over on Thursday or Friday and I was like, you are????

Then he leaned over and kissed me a few times, said he loved me and I just started to cry and he was speechless but his eyes were looking emotional.

I was okay, regained my composure and went inside.

I am okay, really, I am.

The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19