It's Complicated! Part 3

[glamgirl]

Thanks all for checking in on me. All is good. I haven't had much time to post since right after h leaves I go to bed.

We actually had a grand time at the beach. H did text that he would he over around 10am on Saturday. He arrived around 10:30am. The kids were ready and we set out for the coast.

H held my hand most of the way to the coast. We spent the time enjoying the kids and each other. H seemed to be happy that I had made some good plans for the day.

It was interesting, not sure how the convo got started but h said last time I checked I was still your h. I responded and said and how do you know h. He said I haven't recieved any D papers nor have you had me served while I have been at the house. It was some wierd thinking on his part but oh well.

When we got back h watched another movie with me. It seems of lately he is enjoying movies. Before it was like maybe he would watch one with me every 5 months. Now seems weekly. Even asked me to rent a few to watch together. I don't mind, since I enjoy movies.

H left on Sat and said see you on Sunday. On Sunday he texted and said I am not feeling well can I come at 2pm when he usually comes over around 11am. I said sure h. I ended up working a bit later and then we had dinner together as a family.

H helped with baths and laundry for the kids and we watched another movie together. Hmmmmm not sure what all that means. When he left he gave me a nice hug and kiss.

On Monday, I stopped home for lunch and h was there at the time I expected him. He jokingly said sneeking up on me Glam, checking to see if I am doing what I am suppose to. I wasn't really. I know that Mon are busy for him and he always has conf calls and i just had a later lunch and just didn't call him and tell him I was on my way home.

We had dinner together as a family and then he again helped with the kids and left.

Today, he called on my way home from work. Said he is worried about his job. Boy this is all we need. He mentioned the Dr appt this Thur. The last 2 days he seems down. He did mention that he started doubling his AD's. Not sure if that's a good idea, but hey I can't be responsible for my h and what he does with his meds.

Someone said on here that I am not his MOTHER, so trying to remember that. All is well, but on my way home today I was thinking when is this all going to end and oh I want more for my life. Guess it's time to get back to prayer.

If we could only get the depression under control for h. H said he would call me later this evening.

Still trying to keep a PMA!