I know I need to go a bit more dark. Just can't get myself there yet. It seems like it is easier for H to be the one to do nc (like when he gets mad at me) than it is for me to be the one to initiate it. I might have a hard time the first day when he doesn't talk to me (although I do NOT call him at that time) but after that it seems to get a little bit easier. I am probably making no sense with what I just said. Hard to explain.
I did just fine not talking to him all weekend. Yes I asked to talk to him on Sunday when D7 wanted to come home early but I was fully prepared to just discuss her and hang up. H is the one that kept the convo going. Maybe I should have cut the call short and said I had to go and get some things done. Guess I will do that next time.
My H shows no remorse either. He acts as if he has done nothing wrong. That irritates me so much. You would think with all they do to us and as mad as we get that it would be so easy to walk away and never look back. But it's not.
