STEPPING out...

[cagzmom]

So today was my sons 20th birthday. Last year I sent x a text...just a wow hes 19. This year nothing. Not going to engage him.... he doesnt give a crap anyway.

Also- had to make a HUGE step for myself. He has become a dead beat dad--- going tomorrow to child recovery. He is thousands behind and my savings is now low enough that it matters... can't do this anymore. it is time he be held accountable. I even gave him an out 2 months ago -- even in that he blew me off and did his own thing. He has officially pushed me in a corner.... time for me to stand on my own.

After tomorrow the state will file a motion to intervene...they will take my court case number and move forward to take care of my little family. again I say this -- it will literally be out of my hands.

he has put me in this position. probably on the top 5 of hardest things i have had to do in the past 2 years..lets see.
1) move out of my house,pack it all up etc. BY MYSELF and officially moved out on my birthday.
2) had to deal directly with the friends who had sold us the home on contract - i had to give the keys back to them - he did nothing
3) had to sit with him in the hospital for 3 days while he was in ICU after his suicide attempt - then proceeded to pick him up from psych. TO BE THROWN away again that very next day.
4)left me with a car with over 216000 miles on it
5) left me to handle the tears of his children

that is just some..... this is who he is.... this is the true SELF of a MLC'r. this is the truth of a person who will NOT look at themselves...they run and in the dust the after effects.

i am fearful of what he will do. what? dont know...but i dont think he will just lay down to this one..



Are they messed up in the head? MOST DEFINATELY